Yesterday I did not do well with eating at all. Today was much better but still needs improvement big time.
Breakfast early @ 7am: 1/2 bagel with cream cheese, 6 oz orange juice, bowl of multigrain cheerios w ff skim milk
Snack @ normal breakfast time 10:30: 1 egg w cheese on 1/2 english muffin, water
Lunch: Tuna Sandwich (1 can tuna, 1/4 cup mozz, hot pepper rings, 1 tbs miracle whip on white bread w whole grains), pickle spear, 6 baby carrots w 1 tbs light ranch, water
Dinner: 2 servings chicken Alfredo pasta, 1 1/2 cheese stick, 1 can mtn frost
Drink: iced coffee
Total Water: 40 oz
Took Shauna's advise and used mozz cheese on my tuna sandwich. It was pretty good, I could do that sometimes to cut a few calories :) I do like my cheddar better though lol. I am also not using my normal bread. Gotta go grocery shopping!
Treadmill: 24:52 / 1 mile that has to be my fastest mile. I really wanted to get off the thing...
I forced myself onto the treadmill. It sucked, but I'm glad I did it.
I'm very tired. But once again Ray waited till the last minute to throw his work clothes in the washer. There were clothes in there so he put them in the dryer. I just went to switch loads on my way to bed, but that load is still wet. After an hour, still not dry. So I will have to stay up until it's dry and put his clothes in and then I better stay up and at least turn them on once more or he will have wet pants for work.
It was bad enough that he always does that, but now I'm pretty mad. He KNOWS the dryer isn't working right. WHY would he wait like that??? I guess he was to busy on face book and playing xbox to think about work clothes earlier... UGH.
We are supposed to go to the movies in the morning and out to lunch to surprise our son (and unground him) But I am going to be falling asleep!!!!!!!! This is ridiculous!!!! I will be up at least another 2 hours, so I might as well stay up until I bring him. So the earliest I will be to bed is 4:15am. How am I supposed to enjoy a family day out if I can't even stay awake??? Ugh. This is so stupid.
So I'm in a bad mood. AND I'm starving. i can't believe he waited till he went to bed to do this crap. OH! and after he put his clothes in the washer, he actually played xbox for another hour, then went to bed without switching the loads! i don't mind doing laundry, I'm not working and I feel it's my responsibility. But not in the middle of the night!!!! And he knows this!!!!!!!! he also knows I have to get up at the butt crack of dawn to bring him to work!!! UGH, I'm getting myself so mad, I wanna go wake him up and ask him what the f*** his problem is!!!!!
The dryer breaking was the LAST thing I needed right now. Especially since we are trying to get rid of fleas! The clothes are warm, but not dry. I don't know what is going on with it!!!!!!!!! I bought it brand new 7 years ago, they're supposed to last longer than that aren't they!?!?!?!?!
OK. I'm back. I feel better. I have to write this now, because I sure don't want to think about it tomorrow! I have to tell you what I ate... and I really don't want to. I debated just not writing it, but I have to. have to stay honest with myself and with you who support me. So lets get this over with.
Frozen burrito with cheese, about 15 tortilla chips with cheese, 1/2 can mtn frost
1/2 bagel with cream cheese
bowl of lucky charms
1/2 can mtn frost
all within about an hour and a half. and why do I feel better??? I don't know, but I do. Even though I am SO embarrassed about binging like that... it's over now. All I can do is be honest about it and move on. Maybe everyone that is going to read this already did... and will miss this part??? I don't know what got into me... ugh.
Tomorrow is a new day. I'm glad I wrote this tonight, it is behind me and will not ruin my day.
Good night everyone. Hang in there with me... even though it may be hard sometimes...
12 hours ago