Dear Mother,

I know you aren't normal

(Oh how I wish)

but that is no excuse

for being so selfish.

I know you're depressed

maybe 'bipolar' even

but I'm telling you,

That is not a good reason.

That's not an out

for being a shitty mother.

But you don't care,

not one way or the other.

All you care about is yourself,

the well being of no one

The saddest part:

not even your own grandson

But that's how it's always been,

No use explaining what I do.

You'll never get how I put my son first,

The only 'first' in your life is you.



~Tina