Even though I have had another stress filled day, somehow I still feel a lot better. I still didn't make the best choices, but they were better. I should have had something else besides left over pizza for lunch, it is so hard for me to let anything got to waste! But I was starving all day for some reason, so I had 2 slices, but that's ok. I was really proud of myself for dinner. I made some parmesan tomato chicken and it came out delicious if I do say so myself, and I had one SMALL square :) My pile of green beans was about as big as that little square! I really want to get a piece out of the fridge right now... but I won't! I am up to late though, and hungry. so I am going to have a special K bar for snack... but that's better then leftovers lol.
I don't know why I was so hungry today! I probably stretched my stomach out some, the way I have been eating... Or maybe it's stress... I don't know.
I have decided to be brave and post some pictures. I LOVE taking pictures, HATE having them taken of me. I had my fiance take these and I was pretty surprised... I know I'm big but... I'm almost as wide as the fricken door!!! I was shocked... I know that sounds stupid, but I rarely see pictures of myself let alone in front of my door... I'll be honest, it brought tears to my eyes that I have gotten so big... but they didn't stay long :) It makes me even more determined to loose the weight!! Maybe I'll post others that I take too, of my cats or whatever LOL. We'll see...
Here's My Day:
Breakfast: 1 bite of apple pancake. Migas (my spin anyway lol, I call it chips and eggs- 2 eggs, about 6 tortilla chips smashed, little bit of veggie oil, salsa, about 1/4 cup cheddar) 1 piece of toast with a TINY bit of fat free butter. 8oz Orange Juice
Lunch: 2 pieces of leftover pizza with 2/3 garlic dip sauce. 5 baby carrots with 1 tbs light ranch. Water
Snack: bowl of Lucky charms with FF Skim Milk
Snack: 6 raisins & one M&M
Dinner: Small Square of parmesan tomato chicken (chicken with tomatoes, parmesan, baked w mozzarella on top) about 3/4 cup of green beans. one piece of garlic bread. 1 cup of FF Skim milk
Snack: 1/2 an orange
Snack: Special K Bar- vanilla crisp
Total Water Today: 51 oz
Treadmill: 15 minutes (1/2 mile)
Crunches: 100 (5 sets of 20)
Ok, here's the pictures. The plan is to take them the 1st of every month. I don't ever wear this shirt because it is to clingy, (and pink is not my color) so it will be just for my photo shoots LOL. That way maybe after a few pictures, we will be able to see a difference. I cut off my head... I stole that idea lol (thanks Tessa!)
ME at -19 pounds:
Ok... there I am. It might take a while, but eventually you will see much less of me!!!!
Yay, go Tina! I love your enthusiastic spirit, it's very motivating. :) I'm glad you had a good start for the week!
ReplyDeletejenny :)
Hey Tina, good for you on posting the pics. Glad you stole my idea about being headless. I have to explain the reason for that. I have often heard people say, don't worry about your weight you have such a pretty face no one will notice. Well guess what, I notice. So I thought if I posted the pic without a head everyone that read my blog would actually see me for me. Probably a little bazarre but it has helped me get through some rough times. I like your idea of wearing the same thing and posting a pic once a month. I might have to steal that idea from you. Your first picture says it is you at 19 pounds. Did you mean 19 pounds lost? Hang in there, we shall fight this together.
ReplyDeleteThank you Jenny and Tessa :) I hope we all have a great week!
ReplyDeleteYeah my picture says me at -19 pounds. Supposed to be like "minus 19 pounds." I'll label it different next time lol.
I am headless because I am just not THAT brave. None of my family knows that I am doing this, I really don't want them to know how much i weigh, or to be reading my inner thoughts LOL. I guess I shouldn't care, they aren't blind... they can see how big I am... maybe I'll get up the nerve and post a full picture... someday lol.